Not ready

I'm really starting to freak out cause tomorrow is our last day and I REALLY don't want to go home... I miss the dogs and the folks a bunch... but that's it.  I've realized that with the exception of a few, the people that matter to me the most have changed drastically in the last year or so and (except Julie) none of them live in KC anymore.  I mean, there's Misty, but she's with me now anyways. 

I'm honestly scared I'm going to lose it tomorrow... I'll probably suck it up and pretend to be a big girl all day, then bawl when I get to my hotel room, but either way it's bad news.  I love the people I've met on this tour more than I'll ever be able to say and it's really scary to think that in about 24 hours I'm not going to see them everyday.  I guess that's part of it all and I knew that coming in, but I guess I didn't think I'd meet so many people that mean so much to me.  I'm not excited for this....